my standard exit procedure these days). After some
deepening I walked out my room and saw my reflection in a
mirror: I was wearing a hat, which was confirmation for me
that I was now in the phase, as I haven't worn a hat in years.
So I wanted to repeat my previous test in a slightly
different manner. I got my sister to write down a 3 digit
number and put it in her room to see if I could read it in the
OBE state. I walked in her room and her boyfriend was
asleep, I called out his name a few times and tried to
convince him it was a phase but he seemed sleepy and didn’t
respond. The results from looking at the number were
inconclusive, as I perhaps hadn't deepened enough and it
wasn't very stable. Anyway, after also telling my sister that
this was a phase and they could both do what they wanted, I
dived through the floor to relocate.
I ended up in an old library and tried some deepening,
and the normal method of touching everything worked. There
was also a CD on the floor, I wanted to use more senses than
touch to deepen further, and so I licked the CD. At first it
didn’t taste of anything, but after a few licks it kind of tasted
how I suppose a CD would. This did seem to make my
surroundings more realistic.
Last night before bed, I was reading a highly interesting
website on the Illuminati, actually made by some members. I
figured I would try to find out more about them in the phase,
and so I called out, “Illuminati”. Before I finished the word, 3
chairs moved by themselves into a small row and a voice
said, “take a seat”, and so I did. The walls of the library
opened up into a stage and many robed figures began to put
on a show and sing (nothing like I was expecting!). Shortly
after it began, I thought to myself, “if I just sit here and
watch I will probably wake up soon”, and lo and behold after
thinking that I pretty much woke up straight away (M.R.: no
re-entering).
Perhaps just having the thought of waking up made me
lose the phase quicker?
Also, I’ve noticed that if I have an idea of what I’m going
to do in the phase, it generally comes with some expectations
of what will occur when I try it. Not on one occasion has
trying an idea out ever met my expectations (I’m not saying it