However, a good many of the results were totally unexpected, and some of
the serious trepidations were unfounded. For example, the fact that I was
(and still am) well grounded and active in the material world of business
helped greatly in the serious consideration of the book material.
Another facet: I should have had more faith and confidence in the business
mind as I know it. I had always maintained that business and industry
respected "something of value" without particular regard to its origin. If it
works, use it. Still, I was greatly concerned about the reaction to the book of
the board of directors of the corporation of which I was president. (Who
would want such an unstable person running their multi-million dollar
operationl) At the first board meeting in Fort Lauderdale, Florida, after the
book publication, no one
mentioned it. Nor did I. However, as we cruised up the canal in the board
chairman's yacht, on our way to dinner at the country club, the chairman's
wife came up from below deck with a copy of JOURNEYS in her hand,
"Bob, will you autograph this for me?" she asked. I complied, more than a
little self-conscious and surprised. I should not have been.
"Interesting stuff," the chairman called over his shoulder as he steered for the
yacht club dock. "My wife is a real psychic. I never make a major business
deal without a reading from her. It works, too."
Needless to say, I was not asked to resign. Actually, I found little or no
adverse effect on my business relationships as a result of the public
disclosure of this "private" side of my life. Instead, many broad new avenues
opened up to me, totally unexpected. Who could have guessed that I would
speak on out-of-body experiences at such an august and conservative body
as the Smithsonian Institution! It actually happened.
Another miscalculation, or so it would seem: it has been stated that
JOURNEYS was a book ahead of its time, that serious interest in the type of
material it contains is only now reaching significant levels. This may have
been true, yet what was it that precipitated such changes in a mere four
years? I like to think a chicken-or-the-egg question is appropriate, that this
book was and is part of a trigger or catalytic process that is now in chain
reaction. This process states simply; it's O.K. to have strange experiences, to
consider seriously as natural those events and activities beyond the present
ability of our physical sciences to replicate or measure. Existence beyond
death is one of these.
Another decision made about the time of publication: that my conscious mind
or self had insufficient experience and/or training to control in toto the scope