symptoms. As an internist and diagnostician, he should have had what
answers there may have been. He also knew my medical history, such as it
was.
After a thorough physical, Doctor Gordon suggested that I had been working too
hard, that I get more sleep and take off a little weight. In short, he could find
nothing wrong with me physically. He laughed at the possibility of a brain
tumor or epilepsy. I took his word for it and returned home relieved.
If there was no physical basis for the phenomenon, I thought, it must be
hallucinatory, a form of dreaming. Therefore, if the condition came again, I
would observe it as objectively as possible. It obliged by "coming on" that
very evening.
It began some two minutes after I lay down to sleep. This time, I was
determined to stay with it and see what happened rather than fight my way
out of it As I lay there, the "feeling" surged into my head and swept over my
entire body. It was not a shaking, but more of a "vibration," steady and
unvarying in frequency. It felt much like an electric shock running through the
entire body without the pain involved. Also, the frequency seemed somewhat
below the sixty-cycle pulsation, perhaps half that rate.
Frightened, I stayed with it, trying to remain calm. I could still see the room
around me, but could hear little above the roaring sound caused by the
vibrations. I wondered what would happen next.
Nothing happened. After some five minutes, the sensation slowly faded away
and I got up feeling perfectly normal. My pulse rate was up, evidently due to
the excitement, but no more. With this result, I lost much of my fear of the
condition.
In the next four or five occurrences of the vibration, I discovered little more.
On one occasion, at least, it seemed to develop into a ring of sparks about
two feet in diameter, with the axis of my body in the center of the ring. I could
actually see this ring if I closed my eyes. The ring would start at the head and
slowly sweep down to my toes and back to the head, keeping this up in a
regular oscillation. The time of the cycle seemed to be some five seconds. As
the ring passed over each section of my body, I could feel the vibrations like
a band cutting through that section. When the ring passed over my head, a
great roaring surged with it, and I felt the vibrations in my brain. I attempted
to study this flaming electrical-seeming ring, but could discover no reason for
it, or what it was.
All of this remained unknown to my wife and children. I could see no reason
to worry or concern them until something definite was known of it I did take a