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fascination I stare at my life before me. Countless years and experiences all contributed to what I am today. The expanse of time was unimportant. I recognize that I am immortal and that time is meaningless. As soul, as pure awareness, I need no artificial device like time to track change. As soul, I never age or deteriorate; I only grow in knowledge and experience. Each of my explorations into matter increased my knowledge. Each physical journey expanded my vision and my appreciation of life. Each physical experience gave me the opportunity to develop and grow, the opportunity to express my inner qualities of love, humility, patience, and strength. I am comforted by the simplicity of it all. It makes perfect sense: experience creates wisdom. Time is irrelevant. Deep within ourselves we keep a permanent record of each experience. Each event, each moment, is recorded in our subconscious mind. As I stare at the pictures of my life, I realize that the physical events were only a small portion of the whole. I lived in countless different forms, in countless worlds. A feeling of compassion flows through me as I recognize the purpose. The entire universe, physical and non-physical, is a training school for developing souls. I clearly see schools within schools, dimensions within dimensions, all serving as an interactive learning environment. Each energy level of the universe is serving a specific purpose. Each is providing specific challenges and opportunities for growth, for evolution. A sense of purpose and order becomes clear: I’m witnessing the evolution of consciousness, the evolution of myself through eons of time. My awareness overflows with love and gratitude. For the first time in my life, everything around me makes perfect sense. At that instant I return to my body with a warm feeling of love and knowledge radiating through every cell of my being. For the first time, I understand my purpose and reason for being. With each out-of-body experience I continued to examine the non-physical forms I encountered. At first they appeared to be holographic images with substance. On closer inspection, I discovered that they were every bit as real and solid as physical matter. These non-physical objects appeared to consist of a matrix of light energy instead of molecular energy. For years, I didn’t comprehend the implications, but as my experiences continued I began to realize that all life, physical and non-physical, is interconnected. In addition, I discovered that each physical object around us exists as a multiplefrequency object. Everything around us also exists in a parallel, non-physical dimension of the universe. Although our eyes see only the dense molecular result of energy, matter continues in a continuum of non-physical energy beyond our sight. Each form is independent of the physical yet is interconnected by its internal frequency, just as particles of light and waves of light are interconnected as a single unit of energy. Matter exists as a continuum of energy extending far beyond the crude limits of our physical vision. This is an important realization because it explains the very existence of all form and substance observed throughout the non-physical interior of the universe. It also explains the multidimensional nature of everything we observe when out-of-body. For example, when we observe physical light, we see only a tiny portion of the entire electromagnetic spectrum. Yet each of us is immersed in a sea of radiation frequencies: X rays, infrared rays, radio waves, and microwaves. Just as visible light makes up only a fraction of the electromagnetic wave spectrum, so visible matter composes only a tiny portion of the entire multidimensional (frequency) energy-universe. The vast majority of the universe is not particle based, as current science assumes, but frequency based. Physical particles of matter are simply the dense result of non-physical energy frequencies (waves). Just as visible light is not only a particle of energy but also a wave temporarily exhibiting particle behavior, so our entire physical universe is not just molecular energy but a continuum of energy frequencies extending deep into the heart of the multidimensional universe. Simply put, all objects and life-forms are multidimensional in nature. Everything around us is multidimensional, simultaneously existing in different energy frequencies of the universe. Yet all these energy dimensions coexist in the same time and space, just as radio waves, microwaves, X rays, and visible light exist together, each within its own frequency band. Journal Entry, April 12, 1991 I enter the vibrational state and will myself to the bedroom door. I’m slightly out of focus and say aloud, “Clarity now!” Immediately my vision improves and I step through the bedroom door. I stop my forward motion and decide to explore inward instead of walking around my house. Spontaneously I call out, “I move inward.” Instantly, I feel an intense inner motion that lasts for several seconds—it’s as if I’m being drawn into a vacuum of space. The sense of motion abruptly stops and I’m standing in front of an oceanfront home. The house sits about ten feet in the air, resting on twelve-inchthick wooden pillars. My vision is slightly foggy so I ask for clarity again. My vision snaps into focus and I think about entering the house. Almost instantly I’m inside. As I look around, everything seems familiar. I feel completely comfortable and, for some reason, am absolutely certain that this is my non-physical home. The wall facing the ocean is made of glass. As I move closer to the glass I notice that the corners are curved like plastic. It looks like a home of the future filled with things from the past; all the furniture, artwork, and rugs appear to be antiques. Looking around, I clearly see my lion-head rocking chair facing the ocean. As I stare, I recognize that this could be my home in the future. I don’t know if it’s my physical future or a possible future after my death, but I do know that it’s a reality existing now. Feeling completely at home, I walk over to the glass wall and peer out at the ocean. The sound of the ocean is magnificent. Instead of pounding surf there is a strong rhythmic harmony, like a song. I listen intently, trying to recognize the melody. Instinctively, I open the door and step out onto a huge deck overlooking the ocean. The music of the waves is almost hypnotic in its beauty. The sound seems to move through me; it resonates deep within my body and mind. It’s hard to describe, but the ocean seems to radiate love. As the music flows through me, it feels as if I’m being caressed by the vibrations of the song. As I look at the ocean, I’m amazed at the changing colors of the waves. It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before. Shimmering hues merge and blend to form endless swirls of vivid color. The colors are beyond description, millions of shades and tints changing and mixing to form a flowing light show of indescribable beauty. 14