looked up and smiled as I waved, then happily went
about her work. I decided to explore further afield before
anything else happened, and walked out past the service desk
into the mall. I walked for some time, exploring the huge
mall. There were a fair number of people around.
Everyone seemed very busy shopping, or preoccupied
with whatever they were doing. Of note, all the children I saw
were very quiet and well behaved, walking like polite little
robots beside their mothers.
There was some light background organ music playing
and the usual noise of people quietly bustling about. A few
people were talking on telephones here and there, but no one
seemed to be chatting or talking to each other. People
answered when questioned, but their replies were
uninteresting and not very helpful. It seemed impossible to
start a conversation that did not involve talking about the
person's immediate task at hand.
Everyone seemed to lack personality, like background
characters in a movie. On the surface this dreamscape was
incredibly real, maybe too real, but beneath the surface it
lacked something.
This looked like real life, but was definitely not the same
type of real life I am familiar with.
I had decided to look for a way out of the mall and do
some further exploring when I suddenly felt weak and heavy.
The strength flowed out of me and I felt like I was moving in
slow motion. My legs floated slowly upward as I fell ever so
slowly to the floor, settling there weak and paralyzed.
People stepped over and around me as I lay there, but
no one paid any attention to me. I felt like a child's balloon
bobbing about on the floor. I was weak and heavy and could
no longer feel the normal weight of my body, nor could I feel
the floor beneath me.
I slipped back into my body again, coming wide awake
this time. I rolled over to my back and lay there pondering
the significance of these experiences. The vibrations did not
start up this time, probably because I was pretty much wide
awake now. It was obvious to me that my resting position had
been affecting the different types of experiences I'd been
having. I was far too excited and wide awake by now to do